Sexual Deviant*

Fuck me

I’m off to work

The sad truth

This weekend I realized (again) how much we take our friends and others in general for granted. See? When I was younger I group around a group of boys who over the years became a part of my family. We lived in the same neighborhood, and we never realized how lucky we were to have each other until one of us moved away. As we got older, we each went our seperate ways due to jobs, schools, boyfriend/girlfriends, etc. But then this weekend our friend came back to spend the weekend and it’s as if the group forgot about everything in their normal every day lives to be together under one house. As corny as it sounds it was fucking amazing. I loved it. I hate it because once the weekend is over you wonder “where the fuck did the weekend go?!” and everything goes back to normal. We don’t realize what we have until we lose it, then we can’t do shit about it.

Just like relationships, you don’t know what you have until the other person gets sick and tired of being unappreciated and quits. Then you do whatever possible to show the person that you have changed, but both know it’s JUST until you’re back together.

I hate how people can be so fucking cruel, it’s sad and fucking pathetic. 

Honestly, I know I’m not perfect…and I know I take people for granted as well. Even though I miss my past so much, I do look at the people I have now and I’m so glad I’ve been given the chance to meet such fucking awesome people.

I haven't gotten on all day, I miss you.

Sometimes I wonder if he likes me physically or JUST personality?
It’s nice to have someone not just see what’s on the outside, and take time out to get to really know you. But it makes you wonder about a lot of things -__-

ugh. I’m gonna stop telling him he’s cute. I think this is when my guard goes waaaaaaaaaaaay up and I start being a bitch

Dreaming :D

So, last night I had this dream with this boy. It was interesting, we were at this get together type of thing at my house and one thing led to another some friends slept over (so did he of course) the next day we all wake up and go to the keys, spend the day over there, have a good time blah blah blah…Out of no where he asks me to go with him on this family trip to Hawaii ! (It was fucking random) Lol. He was telling me my ticket was already paid for and everything it was nice :D I wish that would happen in real life, not as extreme as Hawaii, but somewhere close I really don’t care :D anyway, it was quite a dream…I wish I can go back to it and make it reality.

Damn.